Not much time left

As this week draws to a close, I have so much anxiety. First, how do you prepare yourself for major surgery, a life changing event, and not spending time with your sweet baby girl like your use to. Well you can't! So I am just doing the best I can with the situation. Last week we didn't have playgroup on Monday and she really missed playing with her friends. We just swam all day on Monday it was really nice. Tuesday we had lunch after my doctor appt, then Wednesday I took Kiersten to the movies to see Madasgasgar 2, she did really well and liked it. Thursday we met Nick for lunch at Rainforest cafe, Kiersten enjoyed it. Then we went to visit a friend for a few minutes. Friday Kiersten and I went swimming with some friends and she enjoyed it! Kiersten has done really well in her big girl room, it's just so beautiful! On Friday the baby's furniture came, and we had some friends stay with us and they have a little girl almost a year. Kiersten loved playing with her! Then Saturday night we took Kiersten to a Habachi place, she liked it. Sunday we got the nursery ready. Monday we had playgroup here, today I bought Kiersten a dollhouse and I will give it to her on Friday from the baby. Tomorrow we don't have much planned, but Thursday will be a busy day. It's my last day with Kiersten so I am going to get my haircut, then take her to lunch with Nick, then do paperwork at the hospital, and then take her to bowl. Then at night we will go to dinner, all 3 of us for the last time. I don't know if I ever will be ready, but I am definitely anxious about meeting the little one, the sex, and what it looks like. I guess what I am mostly nervous about is having a c-section my recovery time as well as being able to take care of Kiersten. I hope all goes well, and I am freaking out over nothing. I also hope I do well being away from Kiersten and she does well being away from me. We are attached at the hip.